Every heartbeat has a tune of romance

15 days of joy

2012-01-31T01:53:00.002+08:00

How's CNY everyone? Mine's a pretty awesome one and celebrated with all my loved ones. Thank god CNY is 15 days which means i've got more time to go house visiting. Sadly i can only do it on saturdays. My jan started badly with my family problem, then i quarreled with my mom. But i'm glad everything's fine now. Really love and appreciate all my loved ones who stood by me all these times especially that 24h which i can only contact people via fb/twitter. Diana, yingting, daphne, yee&ho who only knew the day after, my dearest student yixuan who let me access to her wifi and the rest who listened to my rambling ♡ CNY has been a really busy one. I've been neglecting my schoolwork so much but i shall do all the chasing up once CNY ends this week :>

I "fired" that guai lan mother student. I never had to put up so much in tuition like this one. Thank you gladys, sharon, peiling!!! Or else i'll never have the courage to send the text over. I've complained this to everyone except my family. So i told them this and got back the expected response. Mummy starts to get over-protective of me and papa asked me to just quit and dont put up with it anymore. I feel very touched but at the same time i wish they can be less protective of me. They can't protect me forever. Sometimes i feel so bad of having the mentality of resting first after graduation but that break is essential i guess. Down to 4 tuition. Sigh, now i can't even save 1k a month for summer :( Look on the bright side, i'm gonna put aside more time for friends and studies! ^^ Shall put in more effort in initiating meetup. I'd never wanna forsake friends over anything else like last year. XOXO to all my friends who had to put up with my crazy hectic schedule last year ♡

Bro's starting sch tmr! Pretty excited for him. But i have to wake up at 7am to send him to sch. Was still laughing at fel cuz her mom wanted her to send her sis to sch and now it's my turn -.- Karma. Hope he studies well! 화이팅~

2012-01-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

This is what we do when we're not paying attention during lecture. Hahaha. This is how shag i am after sleeping for 3hr and survived 10hr of sch @.@ Student cancelled tuition last minute and i'm thankful of that. Happy 初三 ~

2012-01-24T15:54:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i'm damn amused by the words of my little cousins. I was trying to talk this little cousin of mine but she's forever dao-ing me. Then ai en suddenly said to her, "姐姐在跟你讲话" OMG MAD CUTE. Idk why but kids have the ability to communicate with kids. This year my little cousins are happily playing with each other and i'm bored. My only entertainment came from my cousin whom i only get to know him well yesterday. Haha! He used to dao me when he's in indo -.- I'm surprised by him cuz he keep talking to me about kpop. He's merely 10 years old and he's asking who's my bias in every kpop group. I was watching pokemon when i was ten. Unfortunately there isnt enough kaki for mahjong this year and i havent played a single round at all. Sigh! And school starts tmr. Fuck i hate this. So little bonding time with my relatives. Singapore should extend public holiday to 初三 at least. Need to get my hair fix soon. It's horrendous. Sch at 8am tmr.. Zzzz..

2012-01-23T22:16:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year~

Here's a pic with me camwhoring. And if you know me well, i hardly camwhore cuz i dont think i look good. Super low self esteem. Sigh. But since i had make up on so i guess i'm more presentable. Haha. This year is a super bad one. It's just so boring. Everyone's like so listless. I just rot and stone while all the adults talk and the children play. There's nothing much you can do at other's house other than eat and rot. Next year i should just prepare something before hand to kill the boredom. Shall look forward to tmr's mahjong!!! :>

2012-01-21T03:38:00.003+08:00

Why is it that all korean look so pretty? Can't help feeling inferior whenever i see them. Just bought my gel liner and lipstick. I've been using my current cosmetics for more than 2 years and it's time for me to get new one. Since this cny i have no time to make myself pretty from head to toe, i shall put in more effort in making up. Haha.

Now that i get to head to arts 4 days/week, i think i should put in more effort in making and dressing up. 打扮是基本的礼貌。But the thought of seeing the same old people wearing so sloppy to school makes me so lazy. I wish there's some peer pressure but unfortunately there's none in my clique. Everyone's just so comfortable with what they wear, even camp tee. The fact that they think nothing's wrong is so wrong. It's basic manners. They just dont get it. Sigh.

Mrs leong said i've put on some weight. Damn it!!! Been really loose with my diet recently and then poof, i gained the fats back. I really hate this sem's timetable. Ending sch at 6pm everyday leaves me no time to do what i want, especially i have tuition on 4 nights. Trust me, i really did cut down my tuition to more than half! It's just this sem's timetable. Urgh. No, no skipping of lectures anymore. I think i have no choice but to learn to wake up early at 7am daily to gym, revise school work, prepare tuition materials. My new goal!!! がんばって!!! (hohoho typing jap like a pro~)

Good news to me. My $238 invested in my eyelash serum did not go to waste. It's barely 1 month and it really did grew longer. I hope it's not some心里作用. I have to wait patiently for 4 months to see the effect. I don't ask for a lot la, not so unrealistic like demanding to have as thick as falsies. Anything is better than my sparse short thin eyelash now so it can't be worse. So take note of my lashes next time you see me people! Hehe.

Woah, this is a pretty lengthy entry. Goodnight folks.

2012-01-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today's a good day. Feeling exceptionally good. Maybe it's because i finally wrapped my jap books and had my first official jap lecture in school. Things are going at such a fast pace. No joke at all. But i like being this busy because it means i'm learning something. I wonder how fang gonna cope with it. Fang, i'll always be here to help you!!! :) Learning jap makes me feel like learning my korean. It's funny how korean is my interest and it ends up i'm better in jap because of all the official learning. Gonna pick it up again once this sem ends. Looking forward to my next sem alr ^^ 3 more days of CNY. Must tong until then!!!

2012-01-18T01:56:00.002+08:00

All the pretty watches! I'd have bought one if i'm the kind who must wear a watch. I've been eyeing the guess one for so long but it's too pricey that i dont bear to buy it. Shall make do with a la mer watch which is equally pretty too! Or any nice kind soul wants to give me for my 21st? Hahahaha. And i've been eyeing prada wallet recently. I'm not materialistic but it feels like i should have my very first branded especially when i'm now in my twenties. Hahaha excuses duo duo. After i receive my ang bao for CNY then i shall buy my very first la mer watch ^^

第二人生

2012-01-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER! These few days have been a hard time for our family especially you. We may be the lucky kids who never have to face any financial problem in the eyes of others but only you and i know the best what we've been going through all these years. Every thing comes at a price. Good time will be coming to us soon. 2012 will be a new phase for us and i'll be giving you endless support and making sure you make it to local uni :) Finally my little brother is grown up and i think i dont have to worry for him anymore.

2012-01-17T11:43:00.002+08:00

Tough time don't last, tough people do. How true. CNY is merely 5 days away, i must make it there. Everyone's happily shopping out there for their CNY stuff and my family is stuck here with all these shit. Every single one of us. No food, no decorations, no new clothes/bags/shoes. But it's okay as long my parents get to rest. No work for a week! Too good to be real. Maybe i should cancel away my tuition for the week.

School's fine so far and i'm already thinking of skipping lectures. No i must not! Resist temptations. I know i'll end up doing nothing even if i skip lectures so no, must go!!! Everyone reading this space now must help/remind/force me to study this sem. I can forsee how heavy jap will be already @.@ Timetable's finally fixed :D One thing off my mind. Must work hard once CNY is over!

I want to meet all my pretty handsome friends soon! ^^

你，就是我最放不下的人

2012-01-11T04:24:00.002+08:00

I know i shouldn't pin my hopes too high because disappointments are what i got in return every time. What if this time it's real? I should be happy but i feel uneasy about it. Isn't this what i've been looking forward to?

Bro's done with his JC application and i really hope he can get into SRJC. Tutorial balloting starts this friday and i need to get my timetable fixed so that's one thing off my mind. There's so many things for me to do and yet i'm so lazy to get started. #fml. My dentist added rubber band and now my teeth are so uncomfortable! :( 这就是爱美的代价。11 more treatments to go. Boss said he's tired of printing notes for us so this sem i'll have to print my own notes. Gotta be an independent girl! :)

Third day of school. Gogogo!

2012-01-09T23:15:00.001+08:00

First day of school. Study kaki anyone? I really need to study hard this sem. No more fooling around. Time management, please don't fail me.

消失的太快我负荷不来

2012-01-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

My family is going through a very difficult time now. Everything's happening simultaneously and i can't deal with it. School is starting tmr. Hate how i'm busy with school and tuition. I should be by with my parents at this time. Even my lazy bro is helping with whatever he can. First time i'm not looking forward to CNY. Sighhhh. 2012, you are suppose to be a better year!!!

Phoenix

2012-01-03T01:22:00.005+08:00

Here's our annual christmas exchange again! :) It's funny how we keep asking each other what did we buy so we all know the gift before exchange. Had my cheapest ktv session ever. It's only $3.50 per person. Hahahahaha mad cheap. It was damn squeasy having 17 of us in a supposingly 10pax room. Almost full attendence for this outing. Was really happy catching up with everyone. It's been sooo long since we had an outing like this. Miss everyone hell lot. I'm having a common module with the math majors this sem ^^ So fast we're all into our 4th sem. The only reason that's making me love school is my company. No politics, caring and sharing genuinely. Can we just stay happy like this forever?

Goodbye 2011

2012-01-02T03:52:00.000+08:00

Just read through my archive on my thoughts of summing 2010 and embracing 2011. You can read it here. My 2010 looks so happening now that i look back. Haha. I'm glad to say 2011 has been better though there were more up and down.

I tried moving to punggol and be independent but it didnt last long. Should have invited more friends to come for stayover! That's like my h2h talk outlet. I miss sleeping with diana and gina crashing ♡ These 2 girls mean so much so much to me. Got into the kpop craze thanks to hello baby. Then now learning to pick up both korean and jap. I really wish i can master these 2 languages well. It's not an easy task and i'm giving myself time till i graduate. Bkk & hk trip with girlfriends.

SOW sucked but nonetheless it was a good time for everyone to rant everything out. I dont like to see how everyone's suffering and not having fun because we arent together :( Made more new friends in sch. 2 sems in sch and things are so different esp in year2. Modules get harder and we dont have common breaks anymore. The number of meals we had this sem is so little. Drifted apart from the math people :( I saw this coming but i dont like this feeling. How people come and go.

My crazy hectic 13 tuitions that screwed my whole sem up. It warms my heart whenever cheepong asked me to take care and lessen the number of tuition. Thank you cheepong. A very big thank you to huijing, kahhwee, engpeng, felise, fangfang and olivia. No way will i be able to survive through this sem without you people. Thanks for letting me copy assignment answer, teaching me IT codes and explaining tut answers to me. You guys really mean a lot to me too! Boss, thank you for standing by and trying your best to keep everyone together ♡

This december that has passed was a very busy, good and very bad one. First 2 weeks was busy with jap lessons, and the next 2 weeks i've been meeting up with many people. Glad that i'm making more time for friends :D Now the bad part is i failed st2132. Part of me is still very affected but i've accepted it. Gonna stay stronger and move on. Because it's a core module and pre-requisite for higher level mods, i'm so restricted when it comes to core modules selection this sem. I only have 2 common mod with my clique T.T #fml. Have to thank qiyang so much for helping me cope with all the stress from result day till now. He's helped me a lot along the way. Can't believe this sem my closer seniors are all going to graduate and i'll be in my final year :( Will miss them damn badly!

明年大家要多多努力！Now, flying kisses to my fingers. I'm so sorry that i couldnt meet up with them due to tuition and they were so understanding throughout the year. Awww, love you girls!!!!

So now resolutions for 2012:

1) Stay disciplined!

2) Better time management - Stop hogging onto the comp every night and surfing aimlessly. Gonna start doing tutorials without fail and revise consistently.

3) Go on a diet (which require no.1)

4) Stop spending unnecessarily and learn to save!

2011-12-31T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hate how i'm always surfing the net aimlessly and wasting time. Tsk. I got my 3 modules successfully :) Round2 bidding will be chaotic. Pray pray i can get my korean with fang!!! Flea tmr then christmas exchange with my uni mates on mon. It's been more than a year alr! School is starting soon. GG.

love in the ice

2011-12-28T20:15:00.002+08:00

Junsu's sucha cutie!!! His smile is priceless.

MY LECTURER FINALLY REPLIED MY EMAIL. Mad happy right now. I hate how uncertain everything is right now. My timetable, my schedule, my tuition, my summer, my carpark balloting. Everything's like hanging in the middle of nowhere. Seriously, why must i fail st2132?Zzzz...

Something drama happen while i was driving on the expressway today. A motorist suddenly flew out of his bike IN THE MIDDLE OF CTE. Thank god no cars were following close to him!!! I wanted to help him but was really helpless so the only thing i did was to slow down my car to snail like speed. A taxi stopped behind and helped him. Omg super drama mama.

I really need to learn how to save money and stop spending. My shopping cart is filled again. Ahhhh, gotta learn to cut down. I shall check out after CNY in case my dad starts nagging again :/ My dec really is overspend until @.@ Fml.

Flea this saturday. Come support me! ^^

Trouble maker

2011-12-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

Did my hair treatment and i have to say i cant trust groupon anymore. My hair is still dry. So much of expecting my hair to be silky smooth. Sigh. So tempted to dye my hair again but it's only been 26 days since i last dyed. And the next time i can dye is in march :( Shall do more hair mask and take care of my hair from now on. Town's still boring as usual. Can't seem to find a good proper jeans. Managed to buy a basic top from Mango (sales up to 70%!!!) and a hw shorts. Gna keep them till CNY. I'm so lazy to go out and get new clothes. Bidding starts tmr. Good luck to me. I'm so touched that everyone's so worried about me. I promise to study real hard and not disappoint them. People whom i can always fall back on ♥

Merry christmas

2011-12-26T15:49:00.003+08:00

Merry christmas (belated) to all~ I hope yours was a good one. My family doesnt celebrate xmas so it's just an ordinary day to me. I get really hyped when it comes to CNY. But my xmas eve was a good one. Meeting with all my sec sch classmates @ hardrock to celebrate diana's and huimin's birthday! :D I really miss everyone. Wish i had more time to talk to the boys. Rushed to cine afterwards to meet my fingers for dinner. Gift exchange was fun ^^ Back to amk to watch Mission Impossible. I'm not the action packed kind of person but the movie was really awesome!!! 4/5 i'd give. No handsome/pretty lead. And Tom Cruise 真的老了。My Christmas was spent sleeping and slacking at home. Surfing the net aimlessly. I miss days like this. Been so long since i had a proper rest like this.

Happy 21st to mom&dad wedding anniversary ♥

恨我来不及参与你的过去抱歉让你等待

2011-12-26T03:34:00.001+08:00

2011-12-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

Been 4 days since results were released. I decided to break the news to my parents. Although they dont interfere my studies and knows nothing about it, i just feel that there's a need to let them know how i'm feeling. Telling my mom = my dad will know in the next 5min. Can't stand my mom reaction towards this matter. She'll go "omg that's it you're dead. How? Going to repeat year2?". It gets frustrating when she comments but she doesnt know anything about how this education system works. But she knows i'm sad. I thought i could cope well with my emotions but it seems like i'm still affected. Time will heal everything.

Been spending way too much money this holiday. 1k gone just like this. I don't even dare to look at my own bank account. Sigh. Must save hard from next year onwards, esp for summer. Luckily i dont spend much during sem time.

Tmr's gonna be a busy day. Next week gonna be a hectic week. Why are all the outings so endless! My god.

2011-12-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

I got back my results and sad to say it's a big disappointment. Most were within expectations but my bahasa got a B-?! I was very sure i did ok for the last paper. It was my most confident subject but i have no idea where went wrong. What's worst is i failed my ST2132. Fuck! A fucking F grade. Fail has never ran across my mind before. To fail is as hard as trying to get an A and i did it. Impressive. I applied for reviewing of my paper and my lecturer will be going through with me tmr. Ahhhh. I hate this hopeful feeling. Hoping that there might be addition error of marks, hoping the lecturer missed a page, hoping for a miracle. I know it very well that there's most likely no change to it. I need to constantly tell myself this, to not hope for anything and learn my mistake. I'll see how things go tmr. I'm mentally prepared to retake the module.

I'm really thankful to those who were there for me ytd. Huijing called me once she woke up and saw my text and talked to me for 2h. Qiyang was talking to me throughout on msn and Songyu helped to print my review application. My girls who cheered me up and listened to me. Fel who whatsapped me all the way from taiwan. I feel so loved. This spurs me to work harder next sem. I'm not the kind that will put in 100% into studies but i feel like trying it next sem. To put in all my effort and see how the outcome will be. I hope this feeling of wanting to work hard will stay throughout my next sem and not only after i get back my results. Hahaha. Must outdo myself the next sem. Hwaiting :D

Protect the boss

2011-12-18T21:11:00.003+08:00

Love how childish the two of them are although i still can't accept this kind of jaejoong. But jj is such a cutie inside! Everytime i start on a new drama, i can't stop watching. Yes, i'll just do nothing and watch it daily till i'm tired and fall asleep. Gosh this is bad! Must do my work first before i can watch an episode. I really really like noh eun seol dressing inside. Ah, gna fly to korea and sweep the whole myeongdong and dongdaemun back. Even though i really detest wearing jeans, i'll make myself wear it for the sake of whitening. How can koreans all be so fair?!?! I also want man.

Back to my episode 8 :D

HAPPY XIAH DAY! ♡

2011-12-15T22:18:00.002+08:00

This was the video that made me cry so bad! A pity i couldnt find the original vid. I'll make do with this. So obvious 'you guys' referred to the five of them can! Zomg sad die me whenever i think of the 5 of them together!

Happy birthday kim junsu! Please smile like this forever ♡

Mission

2011-12-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

My girls came over my house to watch running man because we are all short of $$$ this holiday. Theo is finally back from US! :D And i manage to pyscho her that yoochun is handsome ♡ I know i damn fickle hearted but my new love is junsu&micky. Yoosu couple (Y) We ended up watching dbsk performances, buay tahan us. Hahaha. I can't stand how round my face is up there! #fml. Thanks, i just got a new motivation to work out.

This holiday is passing so fast with jap everyday. I'll miss my classmates so much. The fact that most of them are sec4 graduates awaiting for O results is still a little unacceptable. Why am i so old?! Why didnt i learn jap when i'm 16?! But i'm glad i'm slowly learning what i want when i was young with my own financial ability :) I swear these 9 days of lessons, the amount of effort i put in is far more beyond than my 5 modules in sch. Hahaha see interest changes everything.

Everyday i wake up i'll start thinking to myself what schedule i have for myself. I've been hitting down to town for almost 2 weeks. I'm so sick of going out every single day. Next week is a no-no for me. I'm gonna enjoy rotting at home and get everything i need to be done first! I have got so much to do but really 시간이 없어. I feel so empty without my organiser. I've been tracing my delivery every single day and it has finally reach sg tdy!!! I shall wait patiently for my parcel to arrive then my taobao items ^^ Oh yay happygirl1991. I'd be happier if my friend can return my $920 ASAP. I hate being calculative but this is close to a thousand, sorry i can't close one eye and pretend nothing has happened. Lesson learnt: Never be a busybody. #fml.

Self reminder: faster get next year tuition's materials done!!!

Bolero

2011-12-11T19:12:00.004+08:00

Wonderful dinner with friends ♡ It's been a very long time since we meet up together, talking about anything under the sun. I love friends like this whom i dont feel awkward with even if we don't talk. Ken once wrote to me this, "true friendship exists when silence between 2 people is comfortable." ☺I want more secondary school gathering!!! Hearing all the army stories makes me look forward to my bro's one. I also want him to read my letter and cry out loud in the jungle. I talked to him about it and he said he wouldnt cry. I'll remember this 3 years down the road and see what the outcome will be. It's monday again. Sigh. Gambatte.

P.S I don't want holidays to end so fast

忘れないで

2011-12-10T12:26:00.003+08:00

Had one of the longest, fullest and satisfying sleep in this 6 months. I dont get the luxury to wake up at anytime i want. I miss the A lvl holiday break seriously. Give me my 3 months summer holiday i also happy. I need to learn how to enjoy and pamper myself more. The thing about holiday is if you have the time = no money, money = no time. Hate this equation. I'm spending a lot at this rate i'm going. After going orchard for 5 consecutive days, i'm going town again to meet all my dear friends☺. Luckily i got my train concession or else adult fare's gna suck me dry again. So thankful i have engpeng to remind me of carpark balloting or else no carpark lot for next sem T.T #foreverrelyingonfriends Please please please let me get sci carpark! Received a text from my class chariman and he's organising a class gathering. I dont know how the attendence will turn out to be like but i miss everyone! ☺6 more days to N lvl result, good luck kids!

Watashiwa Jieying desu!

2011-12-09T09:43:00.002+08:00

Free starbucks! :D Went straight right after our jap lesson and there's no queue at all. I'm pretty amazed by myself. Memorising the whole of hiragana in 3 days is no joke. But i must say daily 3h of jap lessons is quite effective, just that i start stoning in the last hour. Honestly speaking, i feel like giving up at some point. It's so hard and i don't seem to have so much interest in jap as compared to korean. But whenever i listen to tvxq songs, it gives me motivation to carry on. I shall see how far i can go. Gambatte.

Believe

2011-12-07T00:25:00.003+08:00

I swear, i wanna bring my whole family to this place before i hit 30 years old.

Ok, my mom just killed my idea -.- She say she dont dare to climb a mountain. Not an easy task for her at this age i guess. The temperature will freeze her to death too. Oh sigh! K, i shall go with nusmountaineering! Start saving $$$! I'm not the kind of person that will spend money going overseas just to look at those oh-so-cultural stuff and sea/stone/statue/buildings. Ironically, i want to spend a moment of these with only my family. I really envy people who can go overseas with their family. My last one was when i was 9 years old? And the next one? Sad to say not in the near future but i'll wait...

Jap test tmr again. The whole of hiragana this time round @.@ 死定了！

TVXQ

2011-12-05T00:02:00.005+08:00

I'm back from TVXQ fanmeet! I'm not really a fan of homin but their performance was awesome. What i love best about concerts is 大合唱 which i think mayday one is really damn up. There's a lot of fanchant in kpop and heh, at least i know mirotic's one so i dont feel that out of place. I'm not the kind of person who cries over idols during concert and I can't believe i bawled so badly after watching the fanmade video. Tears just keep flowing and i'm still emo-ing over it. I hope someone will upload the video. Although it's supposed to dedicate to the 2 of them, it was obvious "you guys" actually referred to the 5 of them. From the concert ticket, to the stage, to the red ocean. Heartwrenching max!!! If the fans around knows im not a cassie i bet they'll go wtf is this bitch crying over. Aigo, need to get out of this emo state.

Damn spectacular right, the legendary red ocean!

不是不爱你，只是伤不起

2011-12-03T23:29:00.003+08:00

Random photos i digged out from fb.

It hurts me everytime when i face the fact that we're not close anymore. I know i'm just living in self denial and choose to stick to memories. I really miss those days. The days where we'll just do anything to make us happy. Eating our fav fishballs, playing basketball netball captain ball softball, coming my house to play crash bash, sing s.h.e and jay songs together. 我怀念的那些日子。

Huiying's commencement! I'm looking forward to mine but i'm sure there'll be mixed feelings. I know im forever talking about graduation and how mundane school life is. But i'll miss all my good friends who are forever marking tutorial attendence for me, remembering my matric number (AWWW!) and my password, helping me to print notes (i never need to print my own notes), planning modules together, mugging and going through finals together. That's how reliant i am on them ♥ There was once the lecturer returned our midterm paper by calling out our matric number one by one during lecture and i wasnt there. Thank god everyone knew my matric number and collected for me ^^

HK trip! Looking forward to our next trip together ;)

SOW~

BKK trip!

Have been nua-ing at home these few days and i like how i'm having more quality time with family :) I can't seem to get into any mood to do anything. There's many things at the back of my mind and i dont know which one to start from. I need shopping therapy soon. TVXQ fanmeet tmr! :)

Hi december ☃

2011-12-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

Year 2 sem1 has finally come to an end. Too caught up with tuition and neglecting school work. What's worse is i didnt even bother to revise for my papers. Ironically, i put in the most effort in indo which is the easiest module. Ah well goodbye sem1, i can't wait for sem2 now. Results will be out on 20th and bidding starts on 29th. I must make full use of this holiday to nua and do everything i want before things starts getting busy again next year. So many shows i need to catch up with. Dyed my hair with fang and oli but it turned out to be another colour. What's new right. I dont even know what kind of brown my hair is right now. Feel like trying dip dye and showed mom. To my surprise she didnt object it! My mom's like those damn conservative kind of person who thinks guys with ear piercings are all ah beng, wtf ikr. No more hk trip and decided to be a good girl to help out at shop. Working at home is like the best job ever cuz it doesnt require commitment. I know it sounds damn irresponsible but i really hate commitments. Hate being tied down. In exchange of my hk trip, ep and i signed up for our mad intensive jap elementary1 :D Will update more with pictures soon ^^

Mnet Asian Music Award

2011-11-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

MAMA was fucking awesome other than the fact that my legs were breaking after standing in heels for 9hours and the damn restricted view. I can't see whats happening on the main stage because the stage was simply too tall. Everything was worth it once i saw SJ performing right in front of me, so damn fucking near i swear!!! I'm not going for standing ever again. The money spent was really worth it, to be able to see so many celebrities there. Last paper tmr, must focus! Till then xoxo.

2011-11-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

Anybody watch sungkyunkwan scandal alr? It's so fucking nice that it makes you wanna continue watching right after the first episode. No joke that nice and addictive! Oh man, i underestimated it. Now i can't even focus on my cheatsheet. Thank god i left with one chapter to complete only. K i shall watch happily. ST2132, i'm gonna sacrifice you.

*BACK TO FANGIRL MODE AND CAMP IN FRONT OF COMP*

2011-11-23T19:15:00.003+08:00

I don't understand how some people can/choose to study without friends. I'd probably die of depression without my clique. Everything at uni level is so hard and even if i can do it, i wouldnt even know if my answer was right or wrong. This sem is ending in 8 days time. Most disgusting st2132 and most manageable ma2311. Once again, so thankful to have my friends around me unlike all the closet muggers in ntu. Enough of rant. Need to get started on my cheatsheet. Sigh!

Random i know but i'd really wanna try mountain climbing before i graduate from NUS. Haha. Once in a life time opportunity right ;)

2011-11-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Haha like some cute boy only. And his collarbone is sexy ttm.

2 papers down for finals! Both are okay considering the fact that i went in without studying. I'm prepared for the worst outcome. I really like today's mood. How everyone went sch early to get answers for past year paper and everyone's in such a war mode and starts getting panicky. Imagine constantly hearing the word SSE, SSR, SSTO, MSE, MSR, degree of freedom for that few hours. Loving how we're all in this together. Yes, over and done with. Confession: through this sem, i attended 3 lectures, 3 tutorials, midterms and finals for st3131. 有拿跟没拿这个module没差. Bye linear regression!

SS4 and Mayday's concert both fall on feb2012 and are one week apart. Time to save up $$$. So much things to do but so little $. Sigh i need some income.

Always keep the faith

2011-11-19T01:10:00.003+08:00

Jaejoong: Please love Junsu lots.
Jaejoong: And of course please love Yoochun.
Junsu: Please skip Jaejoong-hyung.

Which member’s secrets gets uncovered the quickest?

Yoochun: It’s me.
Jaejoong: It would be me.
Changmin: No, no, me.
Yunho: No, I think it’s me.
Junsu: (pause) .. Ah, it’s me.
The rest: (immediately) Yes, yes, it’s you.

So now can u guess who's my bias?

Kim Junsu! Hahahaha. I love how he always gets bullied by other members and how easily swayed by others. He's eunhyuk's bestfriend. Love how they bicker with each other despite them being the one forever bullied by their members ♡

How i wish they were still together. I'm sure all cassies are all hoping and looking forward to the day they appear on the same stage. It breaks my heart to see how JYJ express how much they miss being 5 on twitter directly. Always keep the faith.

My all time favorite song of theirs. Their live is (Y)!

Party like a rock star

2011-11-15T22:40:00.004+08:00

One more week to exam and i'm so not prepared. Not being able to do past year papers is damn demoralising. Sigh! But it's okay, i'm happy as long i graduate. Had so much plans for december but now i guess i have to forsake some of them because i'm so broke T.T Money, why you no drop from sky?! But i'm gna save real hard for my summer programme. Fang and i spent an hour looking at KU and SNU ytd when we're suppose to study. Haha. Idk how i'll do without this girl. Forever distracted by me and talking with me during lectures. I'm so glad we're closer this sem. We're the 3 years graduates duo. Looking forward to korea with her next year ^^ Good luck to everyone taking their finals next week ;)

Karma's getting you

2011-11-09T00:18:00.003+08:00

Okay i need to rant!!! Treat it as a lesson learnt, stop being a busybody and worry if others can get their tickets or not. It's their own problem. You're an elf, not even a cassie! So just mind your own business. Apparently i kindly helped my friends to preorder tvxq tickets and her friends just decided to back out just because they suspect it's a fraud. Hello girls, didn't your parents teach you not to do it if your instincts tells you so. Now you girls are being fking irresponsible cuz i'm the one who's paying for all of you first. Best thing is i dont even know you girls. You're just my friend's friends. From now on i'm just gonna help my own close friends, nothing more nothing less. I really wish you girls get a worse seating than ours and make you regret. Thanks for ruining my day! I hope sistic and the rest of the cassies will ruin your day tmr! Thanks to all my love who bear with my rant and my bitches who bitch them more than me. Hahahaha ♡ Sigh, major drop in bank account thanks to all the recent kpop concerts.

梦想飞翔

2011-11-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

I'll work hard towards my dream!

2011-11-06T18:29:00.000+08:00

所有的伤心都会沉淀

我搞不懂我们到底怎么了

2011-11-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

The whole adelyn hosehbo has been trending so i kpo and went to google it. Seriously, what's happening to all the xmm and xdd nowadays?! Openly boast you slapped your mother and feel damn proud of it, what is this man! Attention seeking max. You want attention? This is the attention you get, in a negative light. 懂得从叛逆走出来的人才是真正的成长。

2011-10-30T17:27:00.002+08:00

After doing so badly for my midterms, now even my most confident subject decided to fail me too. Hate how i'm below average not because i don't have the ability to do well but because i have super bad time management and didnt study for midterms. Have to keep telling myself i must work harder for finals. I can do it!!! My mind is in such a mess that idk which module to start from :( 4 core is a disaster. Never ever try this. Planning to camp in sch the whole reading week to study! Thank god for study kaki huijing <3

2011-10-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

Better stop before i start to regret

没有丑女人，只有懒女人

2011-10-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

I realise i was talking about yuri's waist but the photo i post earlier doesnt show her waist so here you go. She's my role model. I can't find a good before photo but if you go watch snsd earlier videos you'll realise she really slim down a lot. Yes she worked hard for it. So im gonna work hard for mine. Looking at her curbs all my hunger pangs at this hour.

Got dragged by mom to see her doctor and cancelled my tuition. Really thankful for such understanding student :) My mom is damn burdensome at times, really. Only my dad can stand her. Back to the clinic, i feel so blessed to have my skin after seeing all the people there. Accompanied mom and i got consultation along too. People will say i'm crazy if i tell them my complexion is bad but my dear, that's just relative to the rest. So i asked the doc this, "my complexion is ok so what should i do to it?" To my surprise, he replied "What ok?! You can be flawless!". Yes, i dont want a face without acne/scars/large pores. I want more than that, i want a flawless skin. 终于有人说句人话。I'll update more once i go for their treatment.

Endurance wasnt built within one day

2011-10-20T00:34:00.003+08:00

In a starving mode so pardon me if im typing nonsense. My weight shoot up like a rocket. I'm finally willing to face the reality when i step onto the weighing machine. Reality kills. So back to hitting the gym frequently and eat like a bird and forever counting calories. Why i dont have high metabolism rate?!

Not a fan of snsd but i think i have to set them as my wallpaper. Seriously they have like the perfect body. Im dying to have yuri's waist. But i know they worked hard for it. No pain no gain. My new motivation!

2011-10-19T20:59:00.000+08:00

This photo kinda touched me.

地才

2011-10-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

我不喜欢表现脆弱的一面给大家因为我知道很多人都很努力。现在除了安慰，还是安慰。假装不在乎只是为了掩饰自己的脆弱。我很了解事情为何会发生到这种地步，有得必有失。还有时间就代表还有补救的余地。我不是天才，但我可以做地才。勇敢向前走，加油！

2011-10-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

Getting back results is so depressing. Scored much lower than mean for almost all :( A sign that i should buck up. I know i didnt put in much effort this sem so should have saw this coming. But so hard to not get affected..

2011-10-13T00:32:00.001+08:00

Feel like getting an ipod nano. It's like so mini and convenient. It's (PRODUCT)red yo! Support it cuz part of the money will be donated to AIDs patients :) My PW. Hehe ^^ I'll prolly pass my itouch to my bro to lessen my guilt. Guys are like suppose to have the newest IT gadget but my bro is forever using my old phone. It looks stupid to have an iphone and itouch with me too. Im excited abt iphone4s but i'll wait patiently till dec ^^ GG if i get addicted to it before finals. I'm tempted to get another piercing after seeing gina's one. Pain factor has been stopping me. Ah.. should have done it when i was young. Now like so old for everything alr :(

你应该脱下你穿的保护色

2011-10-10T21:38:00.002+08:00

I wish i have this gingerbreadman along with me all the time so i can hide my fat ugly face. I mean it when i say i look ugly. Not like people who always complain they're ugly and yet continue to camwhore a whole fb album out. Wts? Thanks to nus who make me dont even bother to dress up to sch. Even wearing pretty clothes wont boost any of my low esteem. Plus braces, i srsly think i look hideous with it. I just dont look ok when i smile with my teeth showing. Makeup can't even save me now. That's why i'm not taking any photos recently and i dont want to meet people. This low self-esteem must stop somewhere.

Today marks the first day of my partial freedom. All N lvl and SA2 students down! I did whatever i could alr, good luck kids. Thank god my O lvl kids dont need me to worry for them. Hardworking students really makes your life so much easier. Now i understand why teachers love guai students. You may be the easiest person to get along but attitude > personality at all times. A student shocked me when i told him today will be our last lesson till dec/jan. Why will students think tuition continues when exams have alr ended? Teacher me really need to focus on her own exams alr :(

Regression anaylsis midterms tmr. I only attended 2 lectures so far this sem. I need to learn how to spell Good Game. Sighhhh :( 幸好还有五月天的音乐陪着我～

Big 2

2011-10-07T13:43:00.002+08:00

My girls threw me a surprise birthday party. Hehe. Thank you everyone!!! Honestly, i didnt had the mood to celebrate birthday this year. It's like too many things coming at one go. It wasn't really the right time to celebrate. But still love and appreciate all the little things my girls done for me. Hello kitty balloons, melody cake, big birthday card with eunteuk! Rilakkuma presents ❤

Gladys is waiting for me now. All the best to my bahasa indo test!

One last lap

2011-10-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

Countdown: 26 more days to liberty.

5 students, 10hr of tuition in total. Insane i know. What's more crazy is i agreed to my student's request of tuition at 5am right before her paper. I've been a student before and i understand that desperate feeling and the assurance you get when you have a super nice and selfless teacher. Been there done that. 临时抱佛脚 and im the buddha now. I'll always remember how mdm yang allowed me to have consultation at her house and i accidentally poured over a glass of green tea omg. I still feel damn bad that i didnt score an A when i know i could do it. Damn those mental blocks. Now that im a tutor, i can understand how it feels like to be both a tutor and a student. Love it when my students text me saying they'll not let me down and do the paper well, that they'll keep trying and not give up despite failing prelims, and thank me for doing so much to help them improve. As a teacher, all these are enough. I know i have done my role well. Really love all my kids ♡ I sacrificed all my lesiure time and studies but i know all these are going to be worthwhile. Good luck kids, it's just the beginning. I'll be with every single one of you till the end. Hwaiting!!!

2011-09-29T14:04:00.002+08:00

This week has been such a torture. Going into lectures with nothing going into the brain then rush off to tuition after school. ST2132 midterms was BAD. Gonna bang on bell curve just like ST2131 last sem. Calculus was okay given the effort i put in. Haha! I know i dont have the right attitude in learning. Forever ponning or stone in lectures or attend tutorial for attendance sake. But i still care bout my results k. I dont expect much, just let me be the average. And trust me, i feel guilty for talking too much in lectures to my friends :( I just dont understand how they can just sit there and give their fullest attention and concentration. Maybe it's just my problem. I only listen to singaporean lecturers. Cannot express how much i hate AT lecturers. It's not only their accent but the way they teach and present their work. Learn to appreciate your sec/jc teachers please.

Received the news of kah hwee, shaoyun and haniff accepted into SEP. I'm kind of envious but i didnt apply cuz partly nobody wants go hk with me, can't map that damn stochastic module, and it's always $$$ issues. Can't help feeling down whenever i think of how i could go mongkok to shop every weekend if im there. My friends are interested in summer programme and they keep saying they dont mind going. i hope they dont back out like SEP. You know, that kind of disappointment when you've so many thoughts and plans for it and you dont make it. Sigh. Korea korea korea korea~

Life's good ☀

2011-09-25T01:56:00.003+08:00

Mummy discovered the existence of photobooth today and she's ohsocute. She's fascinated by it. Hahaha!

Yee texted me this "Omg chua so sorry I forgot your bday on Mon! Woah i feel like a rotten witch now. Lol. Tmr cancel your tuition for one night come have dinner with us leh!". I'm frustrated with myself at times. Why do i get myself into such hectic and crazy schedule. So packed that i can't even squeeze a day out for my friends to celebrate my birthday. Damn, why must my birthday fall on major exam period?! But they make me feel so loved at the same time. Awww. I had a good laugh at the rotten witch though. Hahahahahaha.

Decided to break off from my usual routine to meet my darlings. Skipped korean lesson and joined poh&yee for retail therapy. I finally step into H&M. Dont get why everyone's dying to get something from there. It's more of the autumn fall fashion and most of the clothes are thick. I'll die of heatstroke wearing them man. Saw my out of stock C&K bag and bought it instantly! Oh man happygirl91 now! I wanted to buy it before sem start and it was gone when i wanted to buy it -.-" Half a sem late but better late than never. Hee. And a twin star coin purse on impulse. Nvm, i feel good today. Haha.

Janice sweeping eunteuk stuff for me in korea! Yayyyyyyy happygirl x10000000000! ♡

A-yo

2011-09-21T00:08:00.001+08:00

SMtown @ tokyo. How i wish they'd come to sg.

Woohoo good news. Got sick of bb recently and keep having the thought of changing to iphone despite having an itouch. The bb 3g is so slowwwww that my itouch loads 10x the speed faster with wifi. I just re-contract mine in march so i tried searching for the penalty fee and it turns out i can re-contract my phone! Wee-woo-wee~ The system cock up but i dont care. Hahahaha. And thanks fang so much for searching for me too! *sings love in the ice together* Hehe happygirl91 now~

Dont know whats wrong but it seems hard for me to focus this sem :( Used to able to study well at night but failed terribly these few days. Cant even bring myself to get started. Just end up watching videos and falling asleep afterwards. Ah whatever, i'll have much more time once PSLE, N lvl and SA2 ends 2 weeks later \(^^)/ Very crazy esp my midterms falls in the same period. Students study teacher also study. I'll survive through :> Aja aja hwaiting!

追梦

2011-09-17T12:57:00.003+08:00

School is oh-so-boring and the modules im taking this sem is mad disgusting. Sometimes the thought of quitting school appears in my head for that short little moment but nah, i spent 13 years of education just to get here, i'll hang on a little longer for the next 1.5 years. Midterms are here. Half the sem down, half more to go. 2 more months to my holiday! Woohooo~

3D DNA tonight with janice ^^

In heaven

2011-09-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

两年

2011-09-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

So heartwrenching to see teuk cry. Ah, and the tears in heechul's eyes. It's hard to say if i'll still like super junior 2 years later esp when leeteuk enlist next year. But it's nice to have them through my uni days. Kim heechul, please come back safely. 两年后见！

2011-09-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Say hello to my xiao shuai ge :) His skin is milky white and flawless! He's so going to be my next fav cousin next CNY.

Feels so good to see my cousin waking up from her sleep and staring at me with those innocent eyes. The only thing i could do was kiss her and rush to tuition -.- fml. But nvm, they were still thr when im back home. This time round, aixin kissed me and aiting came and kiss me right after she saw. Awww sweet max! :)

I secretly wanna get a macbook air that can run windows in it. Guys will be like you want windows might as well just buy a normal laptop. Seriously what's wrong with guys boys males?! There's something good in mac and windows that people will take stand but whats wrong with integrating the both of them together? Shall find one good excuse to get it next year. Hoho ^^

My hair diary

2011-08-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

It's been one year and one month since i cut my hair! And im so proud to say that it's growing well and its at its optimal length right now :) I went to dig out all the photos from fb to see the progress of my hair growing. Hehe.

July 2010. Day 1 of sow camp! I realise we're all stats majors :/ So fast play major liao. Haha. Look at how short my hair was!!! But that hair kinda suits me.

September 2010. Machiam not much difference -.-

December 2010! A little longer.. Keke.

Feb 2011! Eating korean bbq at FEP.

March 2011! Eating korean bbq again at 2D1N.

May 2011!

June 2011!

Damn happy when everyone started asking how come my hair so long already! Esp those in sch who never seen me in long hair before. Denisa was like "you go and extend your hair is it?". HAHAHAHA! Now that i look back at the photos, i kinda miss my short hair and my bangs too. It's getting so hard to manage, keep getting tangled hair :( Better not do anything impulsive. I miss my old wavy hair too. Idk why the ends arent that wavy anymore. Shall go for a change and perm my hair once it grows longer. I'll cut the locks a few months later if i find it ugly. Haha. Till then ^^

Mwaaaah

2011-08-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dad never fails to touch me with all his sweet little actions. He'll on the lights whenever he pass by to make sure i wont spoil my eyesight. He'll call whenever he's out to ask if i want supper (and not call when im on diet! Haha). He'll console me by saying i'm still growing up whenever i complain im fat like wth dad, im over puberty! He'll mess my hair and ask me to sleep early when he goes to sleep. He pasted the P plate right after i told him i got my passed my driving test. He wakes up at 7am daily just to send me to sch for my whole secondary and jc days w/o fail. He revamp the whole house just because i said i wanna stay in punggol. I really can go on and on. Papa is just so meticulous, caring and lovable. Recently, he got me a credit card so that i can spend when im at overseas (maybe it's mum's idea. hmm..). That day i told him to pass me the shell card so i can accumulate points when im getting petrol and its in the car the next day already! Then i geh kiang go change my bb cover w/o knowing there's screw inside and just forcefully pull the cover out. Papa went to search the exact screwdriver while i was out for tuition. And now im using the car most of the time and papa has to ask me if he wants to use it. Silly papa. He really deserves the best dad award! I'm thankful i have such a sweet and non-kp father but my mom is the total opposite. Hahahaha!

Love you always,
daughter Jieying ♡

put your hands up

2011-08-26T02:06:00.002+08:00

Just went to check out for my summer programme next year and i'm like so excited over it now. I know it's still early but im dying to go there. For now i've been eyeing all the korean universities and what they offer has nothing to do with my major. Haha. I can either do econs or language there. Cool like a boss! I might just detest stats more if i have to study it even in overseas. Now i know why some people say they'll never work in the field they studied. I do question myself at times, why stats?! I love secondary and jc maths but not uni level. After thinking, i'll just come back to the same old conclusion thats the only course i can excel best in. Sigh. K back to summer programme, the best thing about it is i dont have to go through school's interview and fearing of rejection. I can apply and transfer the credits back (hopefully *fingers crossed*!). And it's only slightly more ex than i were to go with sch. Ahhh, so excited bout it!!! :D

开心就好～

Just like her i wanna be pretty

2011-08-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

Week 3 of school = start of tutorial! I'm still not ready for school. This sem modules are far worse than the rest. Cui lecturers and they're all AT. Fml. Can't imagine i have to go through this for another 2 sem. Omg, never hated studying so much. The contents in uni is really !@#$%^&*. Korean 2 is not offered in sem 1 which means from now till i graduate, i can only take up till korean 2. Sad max! I was planning to further study it to korean 3. NUS extension here i come~ Still contemplating if i should continue learning jap. I love my jap handwriting. I'm like not putting in effort into anything that i've been doing recently :( Dear motivation, can you tell me where did i lose you so i can find you back? Need to pen down my target and goals before september!

Hello Baby 4!

2011-08-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

Teukie will be in hello baby season 4 with sistar. The baby looks so not cute :/ I hope it's the photoshoot problem cuz teuk dont look good here too :( Probably wont give a damn if it's sistar but hey, leeteuk is here! And i expect some random appearance of other members since eunteuk and snsd appeared in shinee's hello baby.

Congrats my dear diana for passing her driving! :) At least you didnt let those who fail 3/4 times before passing look down on you. So proud of you baby~

2011-08-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hey i'm Mr Simple.

Gosh, teuk's killing me here.

I wonder anyone heard about heechul's enlistment date. It's 1 sept and that's like one week later matter. Omg too fast! I was looking forward to ss4 and it's been official that there'll only be 9 members. Korea should just make their citizens go through NS at the age of 18 so i dont have to bear with the absence of sj members. Can't imagine 2 years without leeteuk. Ahh my eyecandy! Sorry if im spamming too much sj cuz my jay chou, s.h.e, mayday all MIA. My life revolves around school/tuition/super junior. No life, sad max. *Goes back to fangirl mode*

It's going to be worthwhile.

2011-08-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

Pushed away tuition to make some time for friends this week :) Final meet up before tutorials starts crashing in and i'll be so busy with both school and work. 6 weeks to PSLE, 8 weeks to N lvl, 10 weeks to O lvl, 14 weeks to final exam. It's gonna be so tiring for me from now on and there's no more turning back. No giving up on any students - a promise i give to all of them. December will be my well deserved rest.

Self note: Dont forget your role as a student too.

Stand by me

2011-08-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

fel: time to forget about the past
me: Aw, dont forget me! Im part of your past too!!!
fel: Dont worry i wont forget you cause you will be part of my future! haha

Fucking sweet can!!! How to not love her you tell me!!! Dear, thanks for being my side throughout the whole camp. You made my sow'11 so worthwhile with all the HTHT we had every night ♥

2011-08-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

期待，是所有心痛的根源。心不动，则不痛

past present future

2011-08-13T02:03:00.002+08:00

七仙女 minus shaoyun who's sick.

I realise i hardly blog about these girls, usually it's just as a whole og. Seniors told us it's impossible for everyone to be together. Sooner or later everyone will go their own path. It's true but im lucky enough that i still have the 6 of them after a year ^^ I strongly believe this will be the same for the coming 2 years! :) The camp makes me reflect and think a lot. I didnt enjoy the camp at all and it was a long story. I'll think back how we bonded so fast. We werent really close back then on day3 but good enough to do everything together. Somehow phoenix is like one of a kind. Very very thankful i have them or else i cannot imagine how bad my uni life will be. Love my girls, love phoenix ♡

The Return Of The Superior

2011-08-07T23:55:00.001+08:00

Friggin addictive!

2011-08-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

I got my bahasa mod for 50points!!!! Too happy for words now! I didn't get it for the past 2 bidding rounds and the winning bidpt were 501 and 600+ respectively! Heng or what u tell me!!! It really warms my heart when I see how others were happy for me when they know I got it! Friends who truly cares! :)

2011-08-04T09:11:00.004+08:00

First time im bidding for a mod myself and things have to cock up this way. I bidded 500pts and winning bid was 501. FML! Now i only have 1/3 chance of getting in but i dont wanna show hand. Imagine original was 501 and it's jacked up to 1200 now. Urgh! I dont like this feeling. Blame myself for being overly reliant and dependent on kah hwee. Stick to 4 mods or anyhow choose a mod that i dont like? :(

NUS got stomp just because our flaggers were seen to be flagging like a beggar.

What's wrong with sitting down and holding your can up?! I know it doesnt look good but not that bad to the extent of begging. Hates it when people outside knows nothing about flag day and shoots us down with comments like "I bet you all are doing this for CIP hours only!" and "Havent we taxpayers pay enough for your subsidies of sch fees? Now you're begging us for more?". WTF SERIOUSLY! Flag day only occurs once in a year where the whole of NUS comes as one to raise donations for 21 beneficiaries! We do it VOLUNTARILY and we do not get any CIP hours! You may say we're exaggerating that it's tiring to be standing for the whole day but it's true!!! Flagging starts at 7am fyi!!! Ignorant people should just shut the fuck up seriously.

2011-07-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

My fav blogshop gonelikemagic just launch a new collection and i'm resisting the temptation! Ahh, feel like i have not shop enough in hk/bkk yet :( Next time i just want a full shopping trip, no sightseeing or whatsoever, just shop till i drop. If possible i wanna go back to hk if mummy agrees to go with me!!! Been spending all my money on overseas :( Need to come up with some savings plan or best, just earn more money.

Dont like sow comm! They havent send us the OG freshie list yet and wednesday is the actual camp. Gosh! I want stalk freshies on fb luh!!!

2011-07-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Havent been pampering myself this year other than the fact i went overseas twice. Can't wait for bkk trip this dec and korea & taiwan trip if everything goes well. For more shopping trips, muahaha! Singapore is just plain boring! Any nice place to suggest? 4 more days to sow, which means 2 more weeks to sch reopen :O Not mentally prepared for it. Timetable is nice though :) Then again, 8am lectures are killer :( Camp is always a good way for you to tune your body clock to wake up at 7am despite sleeping at 5am.

Can't wait for dec to come. I'm gonna stop work for one month and just focus on what i wanna do. 5 weeks of holiday and i'm gna make full use of it. Catch up with all the dramas, go for cooking, guitar, jap & krn lessons :) I overheard my mom saying to this auntie that she dont dare to say other families' daughter-in-law who dont know how to cook cuz her very own daughter can't cook too. Haha! But i really do have interest!!! Gna save up money for all those ^^ Hwaiting!

2011-07-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

"If one scheme of happiness fails, human nature turns to another; if the first calculation is wrong, we make a second better: we find comfort somewhere"
Mansfield Park

2011-07-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

Serves me right, i didnt reset my nus pw and now they reset it automatically for me and i can't log into my account. Today's round 0 bidding and i can't log in!! Gna make a trip down to sch tmr just to reset this stupid password. Argh :(

2011-07-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

Some things i just need to get them off my chest and thanks to my new 38 girlfriend that has been bitching with me all along! He's kinda sissy but dont judge, HE'S DAMN NICE TO TALK TO. Sometimes you just need someone who's out of the picture to talk to. Really thankful for him these few days and i can see lots of awesome fun time coming up in sow. At the same time, i know we may not be close once school starts. Thank you lai kiu, even for this short period of time :)

2011-07-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

Gosh, can't stand how taemin is prettier than me!

2011-07-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

2011-07-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

memories are beautiful

2011-07-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

Today's a happy teaching day. Conducted tuition at starbucks and kept chatting to charis while she's doing her work. Then yixuan kept telling me stories bout her friends and ended up doing less than 10 qn -.- I'm bring kimiko to SHINee's concert :) I like how i'm more like a friend than teacher to them. Small little things like these gives me strength to carry on. Thank you kids :)

2011-07-15T10:04:00.002+08:00

I survived through prep camp! Cancelled one tuition ytd just to complete our og flag. This is our house flag! The sense of satisfaction is so oh my mama. My og one is elektra, see that cute girl thr. Keke. And i must say we all did a fantastic job given the limited colour we had. Weird shade of blue + red, yellow, black, orange and white. And we had to mix the colours to get what we want. Thank god i took art last time.

I always have this problem of staying in my own comfort zone. It's like whenever i have my own group of close friends, i wouldnt wanna go make new friends unless im made to do so like jc or uni orientation where i dont even know a single person. I'm so comfortable in my previous phoenix og and honestly, i don't like my current og. Though i have fel with me, but the rest of the people are so weird! No common topics, can't click with them, not high :( And all phy majors! Their frequency is just diff from me. Most of the time i just wish i can hop over to kh's og but i just can't throw fel jj and yh thr :( But i still made new friends from other ogs. HAHAHA. And we're having a big fun time gossiping and bitching about people in our house on whatsapp. Can imagine how awesome sow will be with them. Hohoho ^^

2011-07-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

Braces girl here again. This is probably the first photo with braces that i've uploaded onto fb because i had make up on and i look good. Hahaha. I've low self esteem and this explains why i dont post much of my camwhore photos. Usually i'll just camwhore and delete straight away. I need make up. That's bad i know, but at least i'm not so reliant on it to the point that i need to put make up wherever and whenever i am. It's just i dont take photos.

We will never ever ever be apart

2011-07-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

LT: You know kiss the radio?

EH: Do you know kiss the radio?

H: Why do i wanna kiss the radio?

Jungsoo ah~ Why you so cute?!?!?!?! And henry sounded so blur and awkward on the phone. Hahaha!

2011-07-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

Guilty x10 after screaming at my mom for packing up my stuff and i can't find my tuition worksheets when i'm alr running late! Guilty x10000 when mom told me she washed all my new clothes and where she placed my accessories and books. Mummy i'm sorry :(

Now just when i'm guilty of screaming at mom, she made me did it agian. LIKE WHY THE FUCK CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE MY THINGS ALONE?! IS THAT CARRIER THAT IRRITATING TO YOUR EYES THAT YOU MUST GO TOUCH THEM! YOU TELL ME HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO PASS MY FRIENDS THE PRESENT LIKE THIS! FUCKKKK! I NEED A FUCKING CHILL PILL NOW!

2011-07-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

2011-07-09T14:50:00.003+08:00

I RETRIEVED BACK MY EMAIL ACCOUNT!!!!!!

Dear students,

2011-07-08T08:39:00.000+08:00

Having 14 tuition isn't an easy task. Do the math and it's like 2 in a day on avg. I've never complained to anyone about my hectic schedule cause that's what i brought upon myself. Too late to regret now. I have the last 3 months to go with them. Up to now, all my kids have been nice to me except one horribly naughty boy in p5 class which i feel like strangling him if i could! Other than that, the rest are really sweetie pies to me :) Must get them something nice on children's day. Jing suddenly text me today and told me she scare her tuitee off because she raised her voice. I understand how she feel cuz that happens to me as well. Dear students, please dont take us for granted just because we're nice. It's extremely worrying when kids don't even understand the basic. I'm still going through algebra expressions with charis now and yes im very worried for her. Her n level is coming and look where are we now. Sometimes i really feel like breaking down. I know i can't give up and never will. But it's really tiring, trying to save someone who has given herself up. I blame myself more when her parents come telling me that all they want is a pass. There's really to an extent i can help... I can't help her to memorise all the formula. People tell me i shouldn't be bothered if they can't be bothered with their own work. Yes, sometimes i feel like saying why the fuck should i care when they dont even fucking care bout their future. I wish i can just dump them but 我做不到. I know how competitive this world is. I dont want to see them 3 years down the road and regret why they didnt study hard back then. Even so, i wish they know there exists a teacher like me who tried her very best to push them.

If only you know how much i care for them, you wouldnt say those heartless stuff of giving up on them to me. Every student means a lot to me. You outsider who know nothing about it, just stfu. I dont care how high your CAP is or how smart you are, i only know you're one self-centered bastard who knows nothing about care and love but only yourself. You build a world of magic because your real life is a tragic.

new crush

2011-07-08T01:24:00.004+08:00

Teukie almost knocked onto choco

ET:Watch your way hyung!
LT:What?!

Love how choco brings out the cute side of eunhyuk. Lee hyukjae, why you so cute?!

Gosh, i actually know how to copy the image from tumblr to here without all the uploading! Damn, this means more hyuk's gif and photo coming up. Hahahaha!

Report to the dance floor

2011-07-08T01:00:00.001+08:00

This song is quite some time back but i really love boa's hair and make up here! She's damn hot and i can't stop staring at her dimple. Haha.

Ever Lasting Friends

2011-07-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

Less than a month to school. Idk if i should be happy or sad, it's like a mixed feeling. I look forward to seeing everyone again but not the mundane school life. At least there's sow to look forward to before school reopens. Welcome freshies ^^ No longer a year 1. Gna start acting like a senior and take care of those freshies. Ah, i miss all the 撒娇 moment with seniors and they'll give in to you. Most of them have alr graduated. Will miss them very much :(

The start of this sem like all previous sems, we have to go through the war of cors bidding. And this time every sem, i'm thankful for the friends around me. I like how we'll discuss what modules to take and start to get kan chiong during close bidding. This sem i'm gonna be a lone ranger and take indo mod alone :( That's my only cap puller so no choice :( Gna make more friends during sow and jio ppl to join me ^^ I cannot imagine how bad school will be without them. So people, please go for orientation and make friends!!! Camps are very important!!!

I did my best to not arrange tuition on wed night because i have jap lessons with ep (but the teacher cui). End up i forgot there's jap lesson today. I still tweeted and fb her there's jap tdy. FML. Brain better not fail me this sun! I have a camp and i must rmb to pack my stuff!!! My krn student mom treated me dinner and their kimchi is mad love! Fyi, kimchi is not only the usual sour acidic cabbage that's always served if you eat krn hotplate at hawker centres. Their small little side dishes are all called kimchi and i love the spicy squid one best! Going out with my girls later to get presents for july babies ♡

Smile hyuk!

2011-07-06T01:00:00.001+08:00

It's exactly one month since i wore braces and amazingly, my teeth are shifting (very slowly). The change is almost insignificant and i only found out it shifted when i saw this black stuff between my overcrowded teeth which i thought was food but it turns out to be a hole. A hole big enough for a needle to go through! People warned me about the pain once the doc attach the wire and pull the teeth that's overcrowded (either the one that's too back or too front). Kind of looking forward to my next appointment cuz it means i can't eat much for the first 2 weeks and i can go on a small diet ^^ My appetite is back and damn, i eat anything i feel like eating even if i can't eat them eg) nuts. Can't wait for perfect straight teeth like my hyukjae above :D

溏心風暴之家好月圓

2011-07-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

This is my all time fav hk drama! Finally channel u is airing some nice hk show unlike the previous forensic/police one which is shit. Forcing my mom to watch this with me every night. Hee. People, rmb to go catch this ok. IT'S DAMN AWESOME! ^^

2011-07-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

I swear blogger doesn't like me! I dont know why this blogskin turns out to be so small! It shouldn't be this size at all! :( Urgh, must be something wrong with the posts!

(edit) Zomg stupid me! I called my bro in and asked him why the different in size when it's the same template. The two of us were thinking damn hard but still can't find out what's the problem. I opened it in safari and the size was ok. THEN I FOUND OUT THE PROBLEM! I accidentally zoom out the page. HAHAHAHA. Yay it's the normal size now :) Can go tuition happily now. Bye!

2011-07-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

There will be some days when you don't have any plans of the day and you'll just rot yourself the whole day away. This is what i'm going through now and hello youth day! Havent got proper rest since holidays started. My students exam, bkk trip, make up tuition for bkk trip, hk trip, make up tuition for hk trip. Now, finally some proper rest :) This may sound ridiculous but going overseas is tiring too! Packing of luggage and all the walking. Most of the time i'll just stone away and live in my own world with music when shopping is not involved. I'm not a good overseas partner i know. I fly to shop only. I don't like going tourist attraction. It makes me look stupid posing a pic with those buildings.

Since i'm free i shall go do some editing to my blogskin. So sick of the current one. It looks horrendous in google chrome i know. kthxbye!

2011-07-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

Crashed their camp! Suppose to act as fake freshie but my schedule dont allow me to join throughout the camp :( I think i'll just give myself away on the first day. Impossible for me to pretend to be newbie and not talk to my friends. Feels so good to see everyone again. Not the entire og is here but most of my darlings are here :D It's been close to 2 months since i last saw them? The last time was seniors gathering. Yeah my bad. Everyone was like "jieying!!!" when i stepped into the LT and i didnt know who to look at cuz they're like in all directions. Keke. Supposed to wake up at 7.30am the next day but we htht tilled 6am. 1.5h of sleep and sentosa the next day. So excited to see everyone to the point that i jio-ed them to watch transformers after lunch and everyone ended up sleeping in the cinema. Hahahahahaha! I'm the only survivor though i dozed off here and there. I was so shagged that i could just fall asleep on my bed and ep texted me next sem's timetable is out. Spent 2h trying to plan my timetable and then sleep deprived for today. Sorry to all my kids, i was damn restless today. Now i can't wait for the next camp to come. SOW prep camp next sun and i'll see everyone again ♡

2011-06-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

LMAO AT YESUNG! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Poor me still waiting for the subbed video to be out. How i wish i can understand what they're saying! :(

2011-06-28T02:24:00.000+08:00

Kyuhyun's voice never fails to make me fall in love all over again.

Funny how i tried so hard to not fall into the kpop wave for the past 2 years and i still fell for it by just watching hello baby. Ah yoogeun ah, too cute to resist. Now i know why those sec sch xiao meimei are so into kpop. Their dramas and variety shows are irresistible. I don't even watch tw shows now. Perhaps the next one will be skip beat, donghae ftw! It gets really frustrating at times when i waited so long for the vid to be uploaded and aired in kr on the same day but it's not subbed. And i want to watch it badly cuz my fav ppl are in it. That's the time i hate myself most for not understanding korean. Language barrier, sigh. Should have ignored dad and go ahead with learning krn 2 years ago. My dad is tempted by me at times and asked if krn variety is really that nice. HAHAHA! Daebak yo. Can't wait to complete basic 1&2 then i can be sent to kr for immersion programme! My kr long stay will come true soon once after i graduate. Hee can't wait ^^

2011-06-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

So relucatant to blog cuz the previous pic of teukie is too hot. Hahaha. Above are all my loots frm hk! And much more which is not displayed cuz one bed is not enough! How i wish there's no budget restraint and just spend all i want. Impossible though. Mom went crazy ytd and started packing the whole house. My wardrobe, my books, notes, and chapalang stuff all over the house. That's how she found out i've bought so many things behind her back, ops. Idk if she's smart enough to guess i went to sign up for pinkroom secretly. She saw the apron and notes... oh well.

Dad told me to stop buying things in a very serious tone over dinner :/ I'm quitting shopping for the rest of this year, for real. I'm not a shoppaholic but i do spent a lot of money and most of them are impulsive. After bkk and hk trip, i've learnt sth. I'm not gonna buy clothes frm sg anymore. Damn geksim when u see how overprice sg charge for the same piece in hk/bkk. Twice the price, no joke man. Gna save all the money and fly to other countries to shop. How i wish summer holiday is longer then i can save up enough to fly to the next place.

Next destination: Korea! Looking at the sprees just gets me excited! I hope things turns out smoothly next year ^^ Pri sch besties jio-ed me to tw in july and it's $600 for air tix + hotel. Where to get so good deal you tell me?! And i have to reject this offer because i'm really broke this time round. Sigh ;( Singapore is too boring that i dont even feel like stepping out of house. It's like nowhere to go.

I wonder why some people can be so into photoshop and edit all their photos. Where does their time come from?

2011-06-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

인녕하제요 저는 jieying 입니다

This week is my 8th lesson of korean class. 2 more lessons and that's the end of my elementary 1 class. I must say korean language is something that i enjoy a lot. I like the pace of the lesson and my very cute korean native teacher. I really want to follow up to elementary 2 class but my schedule doesnt allow me to once sch reopen :( Sigh. If only i'm in lpp programme then i'll be going korea for immersion for one sem. Oh well, korea long stay once i graduate :)